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| Nov 3, 2010 - 5:54 pm |
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Just thought I'd take a couple minutes to say Hi. Everything here is GREAT  I have been pleasantly surprised by the recent changes in my life. The biggest being that I am finally in the same house with the man I would do literally anything for  The kids are adjusting well to the new living arrangements,amazingly so and our 14 year old seems happy to be with both his parents finally. I think the kids are doing well because mom is happier than they have ever seen me. I am not a grumpy mom anymore and it seems to be rubbing off on the boys. YAAAAY. Rasti you are love more than life itself even if you probably won't see this. Thanks to those who wished us well back when it seemed that this would never happen. Your positive attitudes were greatly appreciated
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| Aug 25, 2010 - 9:05 am |
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just thought I would take a couple minutes to say that things here are amazing. We got everything moved from my old place and into Rasti's place. 40 days in and couldn't possibly be happier. It seems that we have finally "come into our own" at last. Somehow I seem to have become domesticated suddenly. I don't know how that happened, but I guess when someone doesn't expect you to do things that it just makes it a pleasure to do anything you can to make their life better. Loving someone is a life altering experience. I think everyone should try it I actually caught myself smiling while washes dishes and doing laundry(tasks I usually hate I might add)and I actually ironed clothes the other day. Could I be sick?????[color]
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| Jul 14, 2010 - 2:10 am |
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I just spent over an hour reading and rereading some emails that were exchanged between myself and the most important person in my life and realized that I am a complete idiot. I don't know if I never actually read some of these messages because of people looking over my shoulder or what, but had I honestly read every word of them I know that I would have done things much much differently. I feel like such a jerk. I hurt someone I love more than myself and didn't even realize I was doing it. The bad part is that it was out of some weird sense of self preservation (fear of being hurt myself)so I basically ran away. That is where the stupidity factor comes into play. HOW COULD I NOT KNOW??????? I wish I could hop into my car right now and run to him, go to my knees and beg for forgiveness, but here is the real kicker, he still loves me and doesn't want my apology. So no matter how awful I feel I can't just go run to his side and tell him how wrong I was. All that matters to him is that we are going to be together now. I am so happy, but I am so regretful of the time wasted due to my ignorance and lack of insight. So no matter whetever you want it or not... Rasti I am soooo very sorry 
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| Jul 8, 2010 - 11:40 am |
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As much as I hate moving I am actually contented and happy about this next move that is in the works. I finally get to live with the person who truly is the other half of my soul. July 16th can not come soon enough =D
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| Jul 6, 2010 - 12:31 am |
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Hello again.It's just me. I know this is not Trader's related, Today was a turning point in my life. I finally took the right steps towards being with the only man I have ever loved. Sometimes the right thing to do is not the easiest thing or the convienent thing, but it involves taking a leap of faith and trusting that the ONE who loves you will be there to catch you at the bottom. I trust you to catch me when I fall. He knows who he is and so do many of you if you used to read my previous Blog on this site. I have know him since I was 15 years old. I removed the last obstacle standing in our way. I am honestly not sure why I put it there to begin with. Other than to say I was tired of being alone. I know that is no excuse, but there it is and it is the only one I actually have. Well no more excuses and no more obstacles... Someday is NOW and the future looks BRIGHT
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